Huh? Wha? Reluctantly, I opened my eyes. It’s still dark, and everybody’s soundly asleep. Where did that voice came from? Must be dreaming again. What time is it? Oh, dangit! It’s only 4:40 AM, I’m going back to sleep. Suddenly, I felt a cold sensation gush over my body.
I stayed still trying to fight my way to sleep. But it felt like it wanted me to get up and stay awake. I closed my eyes, another gush of cold sensation. Fine, fine. I’ll just take a shower then.
Work. Work is another place where I wish I could be invisible, especially at meetings. I’m good at what I do. I ALWAYS deliver. ALWAYS. Even when I get thrown into different roles, I always find my way and be productive. So what’s the problem? Nothing, really. I’m just not interested to interact. Just tell me what you want and I’ll give it to you, just get the hell out of my face.
I love my team and the people I work with. I feel lucky to be working with them. We just don’t operate on the same level. In other words, I can’t connect. And what’s new? I’m probably an idiot when it comes to relating with people. Maybe that’s why I chose this course, in the hopes that I will only be dealing with computers for the rest of my working life…
And this meeting… I don’t know how much more I can keep my eyes open! All this talk is making me terribly sleepy! No matter how much I try, I can’t understand what they’re talking about. All the voices seem to be in the background…. I’m slowly falling out of consciousness… I feel like floating and slowly being sucked up in the sky… Did I just see myself below? Weird…
Where am I going? I must be dreaming again… Hopefully with my eyes open, or I’ll be kicked out of that meeting. Wow, this is a very calming place… I’m not dying of sleep anymore… I feel so…alive. I wish I can always feel like this even when I’m awake… I could stay here all day and not notice the time… All these trees and flowers… they all seem to be glowing, and everytime I breath the air in, I feel more energy rejuvenating me…
Wait, I just felt that sensation again, but this time it’s more intense. Just as I was trying to see where that might be coming from, I suddenly saw a guy, staring at me… Like the trees and plants sorrounding us, this guy is glowing as well! I see him smiling as he comes forward. And as he comes nearer, the sensation gets more intense! Now he’s standing right in front of me, and I feel like I’ve known him for a long time! And his eyes… he’s got topaz eyes… he’s so beautiful… He probably noticed I’m drooling over him…so he started talking…
Guy: Hi, Amie…
Ho-, how do you know my name? And where did I hear that voice before? You seem so familiar, yet I can’t recall that we’ve met before.
Guy: We haven’t… at least not when you’re conscious… But for some reason, I got drawn into you… and have been with you eversince…
Huh? I’m having a hard time understanding what you’re saying… (Great, I’m an idiot even in my dreams).
Guy: Oh you’ll understand… in time… For now, I’m glad you’re now aware of my existence…
What’s you’re name?…..
Co-worker: (nudging me)… hey Amie! can’t you hear your phone ringing??? Meeting was done 3 minutes ago. You haven’t moved at all, I thought you died sitting down!
Shit (I didn’t get the cute guy’s name)! Ugh… I have to take this call. Hello? Hi Angela! What’s up?
Angela: Amie, call me when you have time. We have to talk. You’re surrounded by different energies that’s not yours. Call me.
Ok will do. Call you after lunch.
Angela is one of my two acquaintances who understands “energies” and everything not physically seen. I enjoy talking and learning from them. They tell me when they see something out of the ordinary in me… Not that I would worry about it, I just love the talk I get from them.
Still thinking about my dream as I sit back at my desk and checking my emails… Oh, what are the odds. I have an email from Payton. Payton is like Angela, but “more powerful”.
Payton’s email read: “Amie, Your soul has been nailed by the dark. It feels like your spiritual body has been messed up by the dark. Your throat chakra has dark hooks….this happened about 2 months ago, at your work place.”
